Monday, December 7, 2009

This Blog's For You!

Last week I battled low energy, I admit. In the endless quagmire of too much to do, too little time, I re-shifted a lot of priorities in my life to make room for several new ventures. I view them all as wonderful opportunities gifted to me by a higher source. That being acknowledged, it did make me want to sit down and have a conversation with said higher source about what exactly I spiritually agreed to. I have not questioned a thing from my higher source. Not when it spoke to me and told me to become a life coach, change my career and quit my job, marry my beloved, or move across the country. I honored each request, sometimes puzzled by the implications it would have on my life (What do you mean I will have to go without a steady paycheck, higher source?). Each time, though, my fears were alleviated and my higher source provided me with more than I could have imagined. Now with this lingering sense of apprehension, I had to ask myself a difficult question: am I...(long pause)...imbalanced? One thing I am profoundly grateful for is my inner balancing beam. I am in tune with my mind and body and I can no longer get away with the painful task of waiting out a bad experience. If it does not feel right I want to know why and I want to self-correct. I left behind needless self suffering with my last wave of self-realization. To paraphrase what Victor Frankel so elegantly wrote in Man's Search For Meaning, we can always get through the how if we know the why. So in feeling this off-kilter bobbling within mind and body this week, I brought out the big guns of re-connecting to the source: Chi Kung, silent prayer, soothing music, journaling, self-coaching, meditation, and a small helping of Wayne Dyer. Usually I can get away with one or two as a means of re-shifting my energy, but this time I needed it all. Searching for some peace of mind in these places was like coming home again. Each silent action brought me closer to peace, revitalized my inspiration and renewed my will to go further than I had before. It also served as a reminder that my life is better served when I pay attention to that which brought me to this place- my connection to and communication with a power greater than myself. This blog's for you, higher source.

When you are feeling low on energy, what is your source of inspiration?

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